I
A sleepless night had left me irritable and irascible. Feeling co-opted by sleepless forces, my body was left to wander on an aimless and indeterminate excursion; an insomniac walk if you will. Finding myself on the mossy borders of the UEA Norfolk broad, acquiescence soon turned to contentment as the downpour and freshly concocted mud percolated through both my shoes and socks. I was lacking functionality and worldliness, yet I was forced to face the bare bruteness of the present, what the philosopher Emmanuel Levinas would call the ‘anonymous rustling of existence.’ There is no escape in this condition, no safe chamber of slumber to return to, no sojourn of sleep to find solace. It became impossible to withdraw into my shell. I was vulnerable. Naked and exposed to the elements.
Robbed of the comfort of the habitual, however, my peripherals were infused with a different kind of vibrancy. The fringes became less of a backdrop, facilitating my worldly projects, but engendered a striking attunement towards the minutiae that inhabited this now quite explicitly shared space. A robin rustling in a thicket was so close in proximity, I felt stunned by this species’ trust, as if I was the wild boar that would unearth the topsoil, aiding the robin’s hungry search for earthworms. Scarlet elf cups began to appear and disappear in their droves, as I found myself thinking like this red blooded mushroom, attaching myself willfully to the moss covered branches. A shared atmosphere of elemental hunger hung in the air between me and the robin as I began digging in the earth for these cups of dew intended for the thirsty elf.
A timely encounter with ‘the man of stones’, a sculpture made from bronze stationed on a quasi promontory of land between the river and the broad, lugging the seemingly cumbersome weight of flint, led me to identify with what at first seemed like a solitary figure. Yet on closer inspection, this figure was quite intimately connected with the reed beds and undergrowth with which it stood, his feet too sunken into moisten earth. A homology was drawn between our state of exposure to the elements. Referring to the statues of Auguste Rodin, Levinas suggests that ‘reality is posited in them in its exotic nakedness as a worldless reality, arising from a shattered world’. It too appeared as if this geological creature was emerging from a shattered world, perhaps a world not too dissimilar from our own.
While the man of stones was seemingly burdened by evanescence, sinking gradually into the reed beds, he also appeared to carry the weight of a geological past, laden with the quarried flint of the palaeolithic and composed of the alloyed tin and copper of the bronze age. Bearing the weight of the past on his shoulders, he also seemed, more strikingly so, to bear the weight of the present. I felt a contiguous bond with this geological creature in the very anonymous elementality of insomnia.
In this piece of art, just as in insomnia, sensation had returned to the impersonality of elements. This impersonality fostered by insomnia no longer felt like a disorder, but roused a sense of adhesive intimacy with the other-than-human, an ‘elementality’, if you like, a mentality suffused with elements. The sheer nudity of the elemental, engendered by sleep deprivation, may well have forsaken me from the enclosure of my shell, and yet the composite shell of calcium carbonate, constitutive of our elemental bond with the other-than-human, endured obstinately.
Insomnia quite felicitously captures the stickiness of our ecological situation, a situation we cannot merely escape from or wake to find that it was all a dream. There are no dreams here, yet this is not synonymous with the absence of hope. As Levinas writes ‘Hope hopes for the present itself.’ This bruteness of mere presence constitutive of insomnia may well encumber the worldliness of the world from operating and yet the anonymous rustling of the robin in the thickets and the anonymous elementality of the man of stones awaken us to something still more primordial. Bearing a handful of scarlet cups, I am reminded of alternative presents, a present that needn’t be endlessly deferred, nor relegated to the past.
II
Something is consolidated in the very sedimentation of flint, a stable and sturdy present and yet this present is always vulnerable, always subject to being shattered into the innumerable pieces of quartz that compose it. Underlying the anonymity of the present is a capacious space of difference, where robins and earthworms, scarlet cups and moss reside, where reed beds, flint and bronze are cohabitants. In spite of the sheer anonymity of the rustling, something unique still makes itself felt. Notwithstanding the anonymity of the elemental, this geological creature still bears the name ‘the man of stones.’
The ancestrality of such a creature is neither archaic nor anachronistic, nor is it a petrified relic of a putatively stable past. It is very much part of the present, a sign of how one can live resolutely like the element and yet vulnerable like the stone. Being exposed to the elements does not equate to being resigned. The river will flood the promontory, as the man of stones accretes more miscellaneous objects, whether ephemeral like an autumnal leaf or enduring as a plastic bottle cap. As we too accrete more deposits of sediment, weathered by the elements, we must learn to coexist, to be laden with the other-than-human with little resignation.
The insomniac walk, a rhythm without rhyme or reason, yet syncopated and uncannily attuned. Here, accents fall on the places we don’t ordinarily expect them to. A shattered world might look like a frightening place, but in stepping out of the groove of familiar rhythms we find ourselves on the most intriguing paths. Emerging from the detritus and debris like the man of stones, we find ourselves face to face with a present that can no longer be ignored, as it glistens like the incandescent ember, we are drawn into its molten core.
References
E. Levinas, Existence and Existents, Kluwer Academic Publishers, tr. A. Lingis, 1988

